As she poses with her three children by the tranquil Merseyside coast in what is possibly her most candid interview ever, it’s obvious actress Helen Flanagan has come a long way since the “very scary” psychosis episode she thought might rob her of everything she holds dear.
Helen’s nightmare began after what looked like a dream New Year’s holiday to Bali with her three kids – Matilda, eight, Delilah, five, and three-year-old Charlie. But despite posting a stream of smiley photos to social media, her reality was actually very different.
“My kids weren’t with me on Christmas Day because I like to be really fair with my ex, and I know it sounds so silly because it was only one day, but it hit me really hard,” she says. “The plan was for me to take them to Bali for New Year instead, and although I enjoyed it, I didn’t feel myself, I was struggling. I felt terrible when I got back, I was crying all the time, I felt so low.”
The former Coronation Street star, 33, who gets very emotional during various points in our chat, admits that she now realises she was “mentally and physically breaking down” and that she had unresolved trauma – a lot of it down to her 2022 break-up with footballer Scott Sinclair, who she was engaged to for 13 years and is the father of her children.
This story is from the May 20, 2024 edition of OK! UK.
Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.
Already a subscriber ? Sign In
This story is from the May 20, 2024 edition of OK! UK.
Start your 7-day Magzter GOLD free trial to access thousands of curated premium stories, and 9,000+ magazines and newspapers.
Already a subscriber? Sign In
CHRISTMAS MAGIC
Create memories you'll cherish forever with a festive family trip to Lapland
Festive breakfasts
A special day calls for a special start level up with one of these indulgent recipes
IS YOUR MIGRAINE SEASONAL?
Certain foods, such as coffee and chocolate, are known to trigger migraines in some people. But there's another possible culprit - the weather!
BEAUTY BUZZ
LAURA MULLEY SHARES THIS ISSUE'S MUST-HAVES, TRENDS & TIPS
'I think playing Shelagh has had an effect on me'
Call The Midwife star Laura Main on spending the festive period with her family, sharing a love of Chris Rea with her mum, and just what her character Shelagh means to her
'There were a lot of tears'
Larry Lamb on the finale of Gavin & Stacey, his close bond with his co-stars and his new interest in farming
'Strictly brought all the joy of dance back into my life'
Actress and wellness guru Tamzin Outhwaite on waltzing into the Strictly Come Dancing Christmas Special and how she's helping busy women cope with stress
'I love our house to be red, green and gold, looking just like Home Alone'
As she invites us into her stylish home, Samantha Faiers shares her myriad of magical festive traditions
'I don't take any of it for granted'
Superstar Hannah Waddingham on her rise to fame and how her talent for singing runs in the family
A right royal Christmas
We take a look at how the royal family will spend their traditional festive holiday at Sandringham and some happy memories from years gone by